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Apr 16, 2013

3801 Lancaster ~ Dr Kermit Gosnell's House of Horrors


These very words ... shouted out of Dr. Kermit Gosnell's own mouth...

as shared b​y ​a ​former Gosnell patient, Davida Clarke in the film project '3801 Lancaster'. Davida's account can be seen and heard in this film about the Women's Medical Society in Philadelphia, PA. Dr Kermit Gosnell's 'House of Horrors'. 

To view the film, seek help and hope....or share your story...visit 3801lancaster.com or click  here.

In Jan 2011 Dr ​Gosnell, 72, a Philadelphia-based abortion doctor, was charged with 8 murders - ​7 babies and 1 woman. His clinic had not been inspected - or visited- for 17 years.

​And...if you only tune in to broadcast t.v. news, you will have never even heard the name "Gosnell." According to an April 4 open letter demanding coverage of the Gosnell trial from 20 conservative leaders:

"Since the Gosnell trial began three weeks ago, ABC, CBS, and NBC have given the story ZERO seconds of coverage on either their morning or evening news shows. They have not covered Gosnell once since his arrest in January 2011, and even then, only CBS did so."

Why do you suppose that is?

The trial of the abortion practitioner has been so gruesome and vivid in its accounts of the late-term and live-birth abortions that it has shocked the conscience of the nation, despite a relative ​lack of media coverage​ outside of local media and conservative and pro-life news outlets.

Gosnell faces 43 criminal counts, including eight counts of murder in the death of one patient, Karnamaya Monger, and seven newborn infants. Additional charges include conspiracy, drug delivery resulting in death, infanticide, corruption of minors, evidence tampering, theft by deception, abuse of corpse, and corruption. Gosnell could face the death penalty if convicted and he faces a mandatory minimum 20 years.

If only ​walls could talk....

Davida Clarke became pregnant as a result of rape...her story from behind the closed doors at 3801 lancaster is as follows....

While laying on the table...Davida ​Clarke understandably ​decided against an abortion.

SHE CHOSE to change her mind!

SHE CHOSE to save her baby!


Davida tells ​Dr. Gosnell....

"I can't do this."

Her next words and actions - describe Gosnell's REACTION to her BOLD and timely CHOICE.

Davida shares .... as she moves both arms and fists up and down ... like she was swinging a gavel to pronounce a sentence...

"He starts pounding on ​my ​legs.....and saying over and over"....



Davida continues.... " I was outnumbered ... all these women came in the room at that time.... I was tied to the bed...and couldn't do anything. The next thing I know... I'm sitting in a chair with another girl beside me. I only know that I was very groggy and not pregnant. I was crying and asking for 'my baby'. They just ignored me."

​D​AVIDA CLARKE's  CHOICE  was ignored!​

Authorities searching the facility last year found bags and bottles holding aborted babies scattered around the building, jars containing babies’ severed feet lining a shelf .

It was reported that medical examiner, Dr. Gulino, spent five days just cataloging the containers of fetal parts. He also examined ​feet and ​'lower extremities 'found in 'see-thru' jars of formaldehyde belonging to five babies Gosnell killed. The ages of the unborn children ranged from first trimester to 22 weeks and the latter baby was possibly viable.

Severed feet...and lower extremities stored in jars of formaldehyde??

Does that sound odd to you?
What was his issue with feet and lower legs?

The human leg is the entire lower extremity or limb of the human body, including the foot, thigh and even the hip or gluteal region; however, the precise definition in human anatomy refers only to the section of the lower limb extending from the knee to the ankle.

I keep going back to Davida's story in the film '3801 Lancaster'. I can't dismiss her words ...can't stop seeing her raging arms and clinched fists... as she tries....years later to describe Gosnell's REACTION to her plea to SAVE HER BABY! 

Her words and actions... describe a man who became instantly ANGRY! Angry enough to POUND on her 'lower extremities' ...with both of his arms and clinched fists.....while shouting these telling words at her, as she lay tied to his table of mass murder...



Do you hear what I hear?

Do you hear his strange CHOICE of words....

Call me crazy.....but mark my words....

SOMEONE has don​e the same thing to him....at an impressionable age....

SOMEONE pounded on his 'lower extremities' and shouted at him ...



SOMEONE....SOME INCIDENT.... made Gosnell callous and angry enough... to literally .....without any sense of remorse or emotion ....bring horrible 'demise' to little babies.

As if he considered it his duty...his responsibility....his right....to take these little lives into his own hands....and pronounce his judgement against them!

HE LITERALLY acted out his own words
​on ​Davida Clarke.....and millions just like her!

He chose to STOP her fetus FROM BEING a viable 'LITTLE BABY'!

And then....

He saves those little feet and legs....as a reminder?...a victory?....a trophy?

Why else would he save them in jars of formaldehyde?

​He didn't save any other 'parts' so well preserved. ​It was reported to the jury today that Gosnell kept at least 47 babies in odd places at his clinic such as cat food jars and other containers.

And yet... he preserved severed feet and lower extremities in jars of formaldehyde ...lined on a shelf!

God forgive us for allowing this #*)! to go on for 17 years right under our noses.

I want to make myself perfectly clear here... Every single baby that this frame of a man murdered... in or out of the womb.... is in the hands of God.  


"If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land."  ~ 2 Chron. 7:14

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  1. Hi Patrina,
    we have a God who wants all people to be saved and come to a knowledge of the truth, even this man who has done what to others is unbelievably horrific. I pray that this man will be brought to Jesus in repentance, the only place that he, and any of us, can be forgiven, and become a new creation.

    1. Yes, Brenda... thanks for making that point. 'Unbelievably horrific' ...but sin is sin. Jesus came as the Redeemer for all mankind. And should he ever come to a place of remorse for his sins... just like you and I have...it would be only by the power of the Holy Spirit convicting him of such. Otherwise, he will remain blinded by the truth of his actions. Without remorse; repentance; and acceptance of Jesus as Lord...there can be no salvation.

      I too pray that the Holy Spirit visits him in ways that only Gosnell can understand ..and that he takes the necessary actions to turn from his wicked ways and receives God's cleansing forgiveness.

      But oh how unbelievably horrific the onset of guilt and shame....the instant the Holy Spirit opens a heart and mind to their sinful nature. Gosnell, should he come to this crossroad in this life...while there is still time...will need our prayers ever as much at that point as he does now. Many...Christians included - will not choose to forgive his deeds against these helpless...powerless... little babies.

      Oh what wicked webs we weave when we choose to live in the carnality of the flesh rather than seeking the ways of the Holy Spirit of God.

      I dare say....if the man were to get in touch with his own pain...he would also feel the weight of the pain of all those women who lost their babies...in his hands....willingly or not...the pain endures for a lifetime.

      Blessings to you, Brenda... thanks for picking up the pencil to speak this vital truth...for all mankind.


      Romans 3:23
      for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,

      Romans 5:12
      When Adam sinned, sin entered the world. Adam's sin brought death, so death spread to everyone, for everyone sinned.

      Ecclesiastes 7:20
      Indeed, there is no one on earth who is righteous, no one who does what is right and never sins.

  2. He was only among those that was brought up now...Still...like what you said...Very little info from the media...I get sad whenever I hear those pregnant prisoners opting for abortion but without much knowledge about it. To them, it's an easy escape from responsibilities. But many also choose to give birth despite the separation. This nation really needs PRAYERS...Men are so wise with their own wisdom. They don't seek His knowledge anymore. I pray men will turn to God so we can be healed. Thank you for sharing this. God bless.

    1. RECUBE's

      your words ring true to my heart. "This nation really needs PRAYERS...Men are so wise with their own wisdom. They don't seek His knowledge anymore. "

      We are soooo wise....aren't we? But our wisdom and knowledge isn't the same as God's. He is the true giver of wisdom. And He says that if we lack wisdom...ask of Him and He will give it to us. Sadly, we don't ask. Sadly we lean on our own understanding ...which is corrupted by the carnality of the flesh.

      In your line of work within the prisons...i bet you see so much of this. For me...it would be such a hard place to work. God bless you as you shine His light into that darkness. May He remain your strength and your strong tower as you fulfill His call to those behind bars.

      Blessings to you and thanks for picking up the pencil.

      patrina <")>><

      James 1:5
      If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.

      Proverbs 2:6
      For the LORD gives wisdom; from his mouth come knowledge and understanding

      Daniel 2:21
      He changes times and seasons; he deposes kings and raises up others. He gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to the discerning.

      Matthew 7:7
      "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.

      James 3:17
      But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere.

  3. Wow, so glad you are posting what has been hidden under the rug for years ..... I JUST had posted/shared about it on my facebook this morning, through Ann Voskamp's blog.... www.aholyexperience. The media coverage of Boston has been on TV all day and deservedly so, but what of our own ill's around the corners of the same horrors? Our Nation is so numb to the truth of our own ills and lost direction and convictions..... I pray for healing, physical and emotional to those who have been the victims .... from Gosnell's Clinic to those who were victims in Boston as well....do we pray enough? Love you...keep helping us see what God sees....

    1. Sherry,

      Since I don't own a TV...my granddaughter has kept me tuned in with all the happenings in Boston. One of the runners goes to their church and he was 7 blocks past the finish line already when the explosions went off.

      Granddaughter shared that the Lord has saved him 3 times now surrounding this marathon. He missed last year's race because of a car accident...and while training this year...he had a heart attack and supposedly died...but they revived him in the ambulance.

      Granddaughter suggested that if he hadn't had to have heart surgery then....he probably wouldn't have ran as fast in the marathon...and just might have been in the area of the blast...rather than 7 blocks ahead of it! Just saying... it appears the Lord's hand was on him to finish the race and to finish it well.

      yes...Horrible for those victims that were in the line of fire. I saw some unbelievable photos online...that I wish I hadn't...But my heart goes out to the families who lost a loved one...imagine ...an 8 year old life was claimed... & the many others who were wounded...many are looking at a very long recovery. I pray the Lord strengthens them and encourages them...empowers them to keep going until their woundedness is healed in Jesus name.

      you ask??? ....

      "do we pray enough?" I dare say not! The Lord says to pray without ceasing... do we cease to pray? yes, we cease to pray... even us prayer warriors and intercessors cease to pray. Our hearts are always tuned in...but we aren't always giving it all we got.

      Do we fast and pray? hardly. I used to do this more often and can even attest to the power of the Holy Spirit in ways I've never experienced before...when I fast with my praying. This is a powerful weapon I must pick up again. Fasting and praying for a specific burden....like America and the world...but also for Him to show me His heart in vibrant clear understanding.

      I can't say that I see what God sees. I'm just a pencil in His hand...like you're a paint brush in the same hand. Everything we do we do for the glory of the Lord to shine through...but we don't always see the big picture. In fact if we did...we might lay down the pencil and the paintbrush for other things.

      But for now... we do.. and be ..and say.. and share...what we feel He's placed with in our hearts...and hope that He uses it to bless that one... that is in need of whatever it is that brought us to our blog today.

      God bless you, friend
      Patrina <")>><

      Luke 2:36-37
      There was also a prophet, Anna, the daughter of Penuel, of the tribe of Asher. She was very old; she had lived with her husband seven years after her marriage, and then was a widow until she was eighty-four. She never left the temple but worshiped night and day, fasting and praying.

      2 Samuel 12:16
      David pleaded with God for the child. He fasted and spent the nights lying in sackcloth on the ground

      2 Chron 7:14
      if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land.

    2. Nehemiah’s Prayer...
      Nehemiah 1

      “O Lord, God of heaven, the great and awesome God who keeps his covenant of unfailing love with those who love him and obey his commands, listen to my prayer! Look down and see me praying night and day for your people Israel. I confess that we have sinned against you. Yes, even my own family and I have sinned! We have sinned terribly by not obeying the commands, decrees, and regulations that you gave us through your servant Moses.

      “Please remember what you told your servant Moses: ‘If you are unfaithful to me, I will scatter you among the nations. But if you return to me and obey my commands and live by them, then even if you are exiled to the ends of the earth, I will bring you back to the place I have chosen for my name to be honored.’

      “The people you rescued by your great power and strong hand are your servants. O Lord, please hear my prayer! Listen to the prayers of those of us who delight in honoring you. Please grant me success today by making the king favorable to me. Put it into his heart to be kind to me.”

      prayerfully submitted
      patrina <")>><

  4. Crying, just crying...AMIN...LORD have mercy upon the human race....mercy LORD.

  5. Amen SM...Lord have Mercy and Grace upon the human race!

    I ask Him often...in these times...

    "How long must we tarry, Lord...how long?"

    hugs my friend
    patrina <")>><

    James 2:13
    For judgment is without mercy to one who has shown no mercy. Mercy triumphs over judgment.

    Matthew 5:7
    Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy

    Luke 6:37
    "Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.

  6. For the first time since the trial started I found a small article on NBCnews.com just today. I, too, have shared on FB asking for coverage. Roe v Wade was to have stopped dangerous abortion clinics - instead, this one has received government support, but not oversight. How can we accept the death of those Christ commanded they be allowed to come to Him? "But Jesus said, Suffer little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven." (Matthew 19:14 KJV) So many have come to the kingdom slaughtered by others.

    1. Phyllis,

      thanks for reminding us of this vital scripture.

      "But Jesus said, Suffer little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven." (Matthew 19:14 KJV)

      Children are of utmost importance to Him, aren't they...so how can we live with the 'knowing'... that, as you said "So many have come to the kingdom slaughtered by others" The knowing...and harboring in our hearts ...these images and descriptions of slaughter...gets harder and harder to bear. The weight of this burden ...for me is indescribable.

      I ask the Holy Spirit to protect and cleanse my image center...that I not bear the trauma of this horrific slaughter inside my mind. I ask that He prop me up to bear the weight of such never ending sorrow.

      Thankfully, I know within my heart that they are all with God...

      You know, I found myself weeping over some of the published images of intact babies...and I asked the Lord...for their names. "What is her/his name, Lord?"...

      They have to have a name...otherwise they become just a statistic in a file...in a photo... I want to know their names.

      Thanks Phyllis for picking up the pencil.

      Patrina <")>><

      Matt 18: 2-4
      He called a little child to him, and placed the child among them.

      Then he said, "I tell you the truth, unless you turn from your sins and become like little children, you will never get into the Kingdom of Heaven.

      Therefore, whoever takes the lowly position of this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.

      Luke 18:17
      Truly I tell you, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."

      1 Corinthians 14:20
      Brothers and sisters, stop thinking like children. In regard to evil be infants, but in your thinking be adults.

      1 Peter 2:2
      Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation,

  7. I have been seeing/hearing more about this on the cable channels. Thank God!

    To think such barbaric practices are taking place in 2013 is beyond belief. That said, I think we'd faint were we to know how many "like" things are occurring.

    Oh my dear, dear friend ... these truly are the days of increased darkness. Our only true hope is the Lord, and His return.

    Thank you for posting such a powerful & needful expose.

    1. Kathleen,

      yes...totally beyond belief!
      From what I read ...its even worse in the third world countries. Unbelievable 'like' things.

      dark dark days are upon us!
      even so, Lord Jesus ...come

      Thanks for picking up the pencil

      Patrina <")>><

      Psalm 16:5
      LORD, you alone are my portion and my cup; you make my lot secure.

      Luke 21:36
      Watch you therefore, and pray always, that you may be accounted worthy to escape all these things that shall come to pass, and to stand before the Son of man

      Matthew 24:13
      But he that shall endure to the end, the same shall be saved.

      Matthew 24:21-22
      For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be.

      Matthew 24:44
      Therefore be you also ready: for in such an hour as you think not the Son of man comes.

      Matthew 24:36
      But of that day and hour knows no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only.

      Romans 13:11
      And that, knowing the time, that now it is high time to awake out of sleep: for now is our salvation nearer than when we believed.

      2 Peter 3:3-4
      Knowing this first, that there shall come in the last days scoffers, walking after their own lusts,


Thanks for picking up the pencil...

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